I have heard it mentioned too many times over the last 6 months that I am miserable being here, here being West Point, MS. Miserable is not really the correct term. Because what most people fail to know and others fail to realize is that like charlie, I am winning! I am winning because I am alive! I am winning because I am beautiful! I am winning because I am a good mother! I am winning because I make good decisions, most of the time! I am winning because I am honest! I am winning because I am not a thief! I am winning because I love my family and friends! I am winning because I am trying harder each day to do better!
I must admit, winning is not all there is. I can tell you that winning was so much easier once I got comfortable in my own skin. Every wrinkle, every sad brown spot, every little eyebrow I missed when I plucked them. I got comfortable. I almost got dead a couple of times, maybe that is why I decided to get so comfortable. Am I 100% happy with how this skin is laying on my bones? Nah, but I also got the right to be a little lazy!
I got love too! I got more love than even I can realize! I have people that I would never thought loved me loving me right at this very minute! I promise you, I am well prayed for! Know how I know? WAVING AT YOUR SILLY ASS CUZ RIGHT UP THERE I SAID I ALMOST GOT DEAD TWO TIMES!! Prayer Works!
I got a husband beside me that worships me! Is he perfect?? ARE YOU!?!?!??!?! Me either. But what he is, is the most loving, caring, giving man that I have ever known. He makes my heart skip a beat every time I look at him! And for me, that makes the day worth living! God bless me and give me 100 more years with him, PLEASE!
So as to where home is and my miser-ability factor? Home is where I sit. It is where I sleep. It is where I work. It is where I worship. It is where my husband thrives. It is where my dreams can come true. It is here. It is there. It is across the street from somewhere. For today, it is West Point, MS and I will make the most of it.
I'm Coming Home.
I must admit, winning is not all there is. I can tell you that winning was so much easier once I got comfortable in my own skin. Every wrinkle, every sad brown spot, every little eyebrow I missed when I plucked them. I got comfortable. I almost got dead a couple of times, maybe that is why I decided to get so comfortable. Am I 100% happy with how this skin is laying on my bones? Nah, but I also got the right to be a little lazy!
I got love too! I got more love than even I can realize! I have people that I would never thought loved me loving me right at this very minute! I promise you, I am well prayed for! Know how I know? WAVING AT YOUR SILLY ASS CUZ RIGHT UP THERE I SAID I ALMOST GOT DEAD TWO TIMES!! Prayer Works!
I got a husband beside me that worships me! Is he perfect?? ARE YOU!?!?!??!?! Me either. But what he is, is the most loving, caring, giving man that I have ever known. He makes my heart skip a beat every time I look at him! And for me, that makes the day worth living! God bless me and give me 100 more years with him, PLEASE!
So as to where home is and my miser-ability factor? Home is where I sit. It is where I sleep. It is where I work. It is where I worship. It is where my husband thrives. It is where my dreams can come true. It is here. It is there. It is across the street from somewhere. For today, it is West Point, MS and I will make the most of it.
I'm Coming Home.