Ohhh my eye

Most days I seem to feel ok. Most days I make it pain free. Most days I don't have to worry about the sun, or heat, or cold, or smells making the next few hours impossible. You may get headaches, you may get migraines, you may have sinus issues. But until you deal with a tumor behind your eye, you don't understand this pain. Poke your foot with an ice pick from the bottom straight through to the top of your skull. Then you'll get it.
Today is a simi-shitty day. My eye could fall out in the floor and as long as I could rub behind it, I would be ok.
It's kind of crazy that I am being denied care. I am totally not used to not getting what I want. The wait will do me good.